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3/7/25

things are looking up!!

im deciding to start fresh with my blog, and maybe site in general! a lot has changed in these past couple of weeks. i want this blog to be less personal and more or so like a "day-in-the-life" thing. i plan on making an actual diary page for more personal stuff, though i do want to keep my most personal things my own physical journal.

speaking of physical journals, this weekend, my mom bought me a moleskine journal.. and those things are SUPER expensive, but instead of getting one for $50, i got one for only $20 im gonna make it super cute and paste a lot of stickers and stuff in there. i believe my own physical journal will help me cope with my struggles even more. i also love the feeling of actually writing my thoughts out, so im excited. i haven't started my journal yet since im waiting for my mom to set up her new printer so i can decorate it!!

surprisingly, i've been doing really well these days. i've been spending a lot of time by myself, but it doesn't feel suffocating anymore, its actually kind of relieving. i haven't been super worried about my social life. i definitely have a few people who actually enjoy talking to me, and they even talk about how they miss me... and the people who don't care about me, well i don't care about them either, to be frank. :P ive kinda not been giving a fuck recently about anything that used to bother me, and its giving me a much needed break. i used to overthink and overanalyze eeeeevvvvverythinggggg but ive just been focusing on myself and my hobbies :3

speaking of hobbies, i've gotten back into writing, which im sooo happy about.. i really missed the spark i got from creating and modifying my own characters and world. writing, just like coding, is another great hobby and even coping skill for me!! and ive also started coding more recently, althogh a lot of that has been other alters technically but its all the same fr. im really proud of this blog page, even though its so simple and took only like 30 minutes all together, it feels really like ... well, me! i hope you guys like it as well!